I had last week off it really made me think. I should've been excited to have the time off and focus on blogging but I found myself just procrastinating and it now it's Monday and I have no content. During last week I realised how much happier I was to not be at my job. I've wanted out for so long (I've been working there for over two years) but I didn't have the drive to go out there and really ask for help. I want to use my time off from blogging to focus on finding a new job. One that allows me enough time to blog on the side. Hopefully one day I can monetise my blog and get to the point where a part time/20 hour job role would be a good fit. It seems like 90% of entry level work is part time or zero hours contract and without another source of income I don't want to downgrade from full time. I'm trying to figure it. I'm 24, I'm still young...? I'll get there.
Even though it's making me anxious to stop blogging and risk the growth I've made I have to breathe and take a step back. Get into a job that isn't causing so much stress and doesn't feel like a never ending roundabout of menial tasks and frustration. I just gotta keep breathing.
I don't know when I'll be back. In my head I want to give myself til May but I might be back sooner. I know I'll miss it. I don't know if I should still partake in twitter blog chats since I'm on hiatus... I'll still be doing my 365 challenge on instagram. You can also find me on twitter and tumblr and flickr. I hope you all have a nice Easter if you celebrate it or just enjoy the bank holidays! I wanna come back better than ever.